Nicole Kidman’s ideas about her personal mortality typically hold her up at night time.
The 57-year-old actress opened up in an interview with GQ revealed Monday about how she’s “open to emotions” and feels issues deeper now greater than ever.
“Mortality. Connection. Life coming and hitting you,” she mentioned. “And [the] loss of parents and raising children and marriage and all of the things that go into making you a fully sentient human.”
“I’m in all of those places,” Kidman added. “So life is, whew. It’s definitely a journey.”
The “Big Little Lies” star continued, “And it hits you as you get older how … it’s a wake up at 3 a.m. crying and gasping kind of thing. If you’re in it and not numbing yourself to it. And I’m in it. Fully in it.”
Kidman shared extra about her outlook on mortality whereas reflecting on her dad Antony Kidman’s demise in 2014.
“There’s the mortality aspect of life which, when you start to deal with that, it’s very heavy,” she defined. “When you’re raising children you’re like, I gotta stay here. I wanna see all of this. It’s devastating and beautiful and extraordinary.”
Kidman is newly grieving the demise of her mother, Janelle Ann Kidman, who handed away at age 84 in September.
The Oscar winner needed to depart the Venice Movie Pageant early due to the household tragedy. Kidman was there to simply accept the Volpi Cup award for Greatest Actress for her position in her new movie “Babygirl.”
Halina Reijn, the director of the movie, accepted the award on Kidman’s behalf a learn Kidman’s assertion about her mother’s demise.
“Today, I arrived in Venice to find out shortly after that my beautiful, brave mother, Janelle Ann Kidman, has just passed,” the assertion mentioned. “I’m in shock and I have to go to my family, but this award is for her. She shaped me, she guided me, and she made me.”
“I am beyond grateful that I get to say her name to all of you through Halina,” the assertion continued. “The collision of life and art is heartbreaking, and my heart is broken.”
Kidman later opened up about dropping her mother on the Los Angeles premiere of her present “Lioness” in October.
“I wish my mama was here,” she informed The Hollywood Reporter on the pink carpet. “That’d be the one thing I’d say. Everything is great with work but I wish my mama was here.”
Kidman herself is the proud mother of 4 children. She shares daughters Sunday Rose, 16, and Religion Margaret, 13, with husband Keith City, and daughter Bella, 31, and son Connor, 29, along with her ex-husband Tom Cruise.
